Stop!!!

Stop haunting me
Stop giving me sleepless nights
Let me accept I've shades of grey
It's not all black and white 

Stop coming in my dreams
Stop showing me those gone days
It can't be so clear always
With time it has to get some haze

Stop making me feel guilty
For no fault of mine
I did not pretend to be someone else
I was like this by design

Stop making it so difficult
For me to survive
Only if I had that courage
To take that dive

Stop making me feel I have failed
In finding my one true love
That life will not make it easier
That the turf will always be rough