A thanks

I am happy today
Happy that I'm not ruined
Even though I loved you so much
Asking and waiting for you

I'm not disappointed in love
Not disappointed in life
If someone like you can exist
Then life is beautiful

I have hopes
Hopes for my life
Hopes of more love
Hopes of future

So thanks for giving me hope
Thanks for showing me love exists
If love is and can ever be so beautiful
I will live happily and wait for it

You and Me

People get ruined in relationships
When do not work out
When it was good
You miss the good part

When it was bad
You regret your decisions

But me, I'm just happy

It was short it sweet and we tried
We both were happy
Both laughed and have cried

It did  not work out and its okay

I miss you more everyday
But I'll not ruin it or disrespect
Coz your intentions I can never suspect

We have loved with all our hearts
How many in the world even get that chance
It was a blessing and always will be
That no one else but just you and me can see

Confused

I have changed
Changed a lot
When you came you changed me
And now you have gone

I'm again changing

U made me a better person
U helped me see the best in everything
Now that you have gone

I don't know what to do

I don't understand life
I don't understand the complications
Tell me what to do

Tell me how to handle

Am I going crazy
Am I still sane
I try to convince myself

But I guess there's too much pain

You are so smart at handling things
Y don't you give me one advice
Just tell me what to do
Or just break the ice

For God

You know me
And you know my heart
U know I've been bad
Not good from the start

But I have played fair
Not tried to hurt
I have been hardworking
Even been a nerd

But I know it has nothing to do with what I am
Nothing to do with what I can have
U know I didn't want to go that road
Or was it to bring me here to write this ode

You made me believe it's true
U gave me what I have been looking for
Then why, why would you take it away
Staying in heaven and show me d door

How can I believe its all for good
U made it go away and I just stood
Is it foolish of me not trying
Or it's an opportunity you've been eyeing

Tell me, What are you trying to teach
Do it now and give me peace
I don't think I can take it anymore
Coz it's already gotten too too sore!

For a friend

We have been friends not for too long

We have had fights that could have gone wrong

Things were different with you and me

but I have enjoyed every bit of it

You are a child, you are a woman

Sometimes you are loud fighting with a gun

but you are always there to support to listen

When I am down and feel like sharing

Just need to pick the phone coz you are the one

Now you have grown 

You have just married

I hope we remain same

and on our shoulders relationship is carried

The change

Things change over time
I know they do
But I can't believe it
That change is us

Sometimes you're so lovable
Sometimes so cold
Over it, I can just mull

Don't know what's going on

Am I still holding on to old us
Or are you moving really fast
Take me with you
Coz I can't keep up

I hope that we become the same us
Gosh! I miss those times
Love teaches us hard lessons
And yes I'm ready to learn

If only I knew

Sometimes I wonder
Actually wonder a lot these days
The stage where we are now
It's just a maze

Do you still love me
Or are we friends
Even that I ain't sure
Coz feels like we're acquaintances

Sometimes you talk to me with all your heart
The happiness to hear my voice
There you are with all your charm
Like I am your only choice

And then sometimes you just change
you become so cold
Someone else
Like you came out of some other mould

I wish I could get thru you
And know what you want
Coz I might try to give it to you
If only I knew

Colors

Love brings so many colors
And you my love, have given me all shades
Such a beautiful life I'm living
Since I am with you

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​Come and stay in​ my​ life​​

and fill it with beauty and colors

You made me all this see clearly

Coz all this no longer blurs​

And you, are so lovely
It gives me happiness
To see you here with me

​as if without you my life was just aimless

If I had wings

If I had wings
I would fly away
Fly in the sky
Over the mountains
Over the sea

See the beauty of everything
From up above
and look for you
and find my love

I would fly away
I would feel liberated
and emancipated
leave the burden on the ground!

Makes me happy!

Dancing at the tunes of love
Dancing at the tunes of life
Singing the songs of beauty
Coz I'm so happy

Painting picture of harmony
Humming the sound of flow
Enjoying the beauty of music
And listening to the sound of beauty

Yes the happiness makes me crazy
Coz I'm in love

Love with you and your ways
Love the way you love
Coz its you and only you who makes me happy

Feeling overwhelmed tonight

Feeling so overwhelmed tonight
I can't say that I don't miss you
But its so great to feel I knew you
Coz you introduced me to someone

And that someone, that was me
I discovered myself with you
And discovering is so beautiful

I still don't know all of me

Coz you left the work in middle
But whatever I discovered is so amazing
And I can only imagine what lies ahead

It gives me a pump, it gives me a high

Ah, can something make you so happy
So complete so defined
Yes I'm feeling overwhelmed tonight
Coz I know at least part of me

You make me so happy

Its so lovely to write songs for you
And it makes me so happy
Coz even if you're not mine
But your memories are
And they make me so happy

Just me and you
At different places
Laughing at stupid jokes
Imitating each other
And singing all kind of songs
And it makes me happy

Talking to you
And when I say something
And you say exactly!!!
U and me so alike
And it makes me happy

I am so happy
I can dance at this joy song
I can take you for life gladly
Coz you make me so happy