Souls

My blood flows

In my veins

Soon there will be time

You will find it in drains

Not too proud of this

I know you are surprised 

As if all those stupidities 

Are just revised 

I know the red is hard to capture

And too easy to let go

But I would fly to the heaven

And let our souls know!

Games...

In the darkness

Where it lurks

Follows you

Deep in your path

In every word you say

In every step you take

And you turn and twist 

Change your path

Only to be followed again

Because you can't run

You cannot go away

From your own self

Your own mind

Playing games 

Which knows where to hit

Which is gonna hurt so hard

Whatever you do

Before it you are

Just a retard

The strength that you need

To win

Lies within

Stay strong stay still

The tide will go away

If you stand like a hill...

Greater good?

Empty words

Running over pages

When I can't through you

What does it even mean?

You say you visit

Just to see my heart

Or you are waiting to see

For me to tear apart

You said you'd swim with me

In the river of dead

Now you can't wait to see me

Covered in red

You know it would happen

Sooner than later

Or this is a all part of a plan

For a good that's greater?

Probably...

Probably needed someone

To accept I exist 

That it is too good

For them to resist

Probably needed someone 

To accept the loneliness

And know that my world

Can too be a mess 

Probably needed someone

To feel the need

To go to a path 

Where no road would lead

Probably needed more assurances

Needed more words

Needed those empty emotions

Probably I am...

A classic case of being lost

Hoped the hope...

Hoped that you'd call

Even when no words are there

You'd express the emotions

Expressing the care 

Hoped that you'd share

And not cut off from me

Things that are shared heart to heart

You'd let me see

Hoped that you'd reciprocate 

When I tried to reach out to you

You'd hear the distress call

And reach out for my hand

Pain

Sitting there at the window

When I saw millions of people moving around

I know I am here on my own

No one will miss me if I am gone

Life is like sitting at a platform

Hundreds of people around you

Shouting, running, laughing and hugging

And someone sits there; a victim of mugging

While I feel at loss of words

I have nothing to contribute

The conversations seem so foolish

Feeling some discomfort and anguish

Sometimes one is lonely and alone

Out of the window, emotions are thrown

Minutes to hours, time has grown

And in the pleasure of pain you can only moan!