Questions of love/ life

Am I happy about the moments we spent,
Or sad that they can't be there anymore
If love was on sale, I'd take yours on rent
Coz I don't think I have any cure

Does it make you happy or sad
Thinking about me,
Or do you feel glad
Coz you're not there to see

Should I regret that we were together and
It's so difficult to get over you
Or Should I be grateful and
Thankful that I ever could know you

Is life a joke that is played with us
Or is it just the way it's supposed to be
Is it supposed to be such a fuss
And after all this are you supposed to be be happy and glee!