Only if they know!

Only if they know
They would be jealous of me
They find a million reasons
But only those that they can see

Some pity for what I have been thru
Coz of my own mistakes
But when something like this happens
For beautiful things a way it paves

Only if they know
They would be jealous of me
That I have realised
Pain can also make you happy

Some are angry with what I'm going thru
Coz I am too stubborn
The insides of me they cannot see
It's only you who can confirm

Only if they know
They would be jealous of me
The changes it has brought
Reducing my dependencies

My arrogant impatient self
An emotional fool I've been
You taught me things that can only be felt
When everything else looses its sheen

Only if they know
They would be jealous of me
The reality is, an everlasting happiness
No one can guarantee

I cannot say I'm happy without you
Cannot discount your contribution
You've made me someone better
Freeing me from worldly delusions

Only if they know
They would be jealous of me
I am ready to be your captive
Once again, to be this free..