Dream

Sometimes I don't understand the words
Sometimes I don't understand the meanings
Sometimes I want to live like a slave
Sometimes I feel I'm one of the kings

Sometimes words fail me
Sometimes dictionary has nothing to express myself
Sometimes I like to carry the burden on my shoulder
Sometimes I do need help

Sometimes I don't understand what is happening
Sometimes I think it's not what it seems
Sometimes I feel the script is written somewhere else
Sometimes I think all this world is a dream

Soul

On this very day
In this moment
I know you're there
I can smell the scent

When the life begun
And words were spoken
When the pieces were fixed together
Of the things that were broken

When the time stopped
And the memories were made
And of all the pains that were there
Together the price was paid

When the night was longest
And pain evaporated
And from the certain memories
A soul was created

Read

I couldn't have thought it
The way you did
Should I say your visualisation is ugly
or that it's too vivid
It takes me to places
I never wanted to go
So, I prefer not to see
Not to go there
Just with my book, READ

Butterfly

For once
I would like to try
I would like to bear the pain
I would like to know what it feels
When it is so dry that it rains

For once
I would like to see
What the view is like
Is it going to blind my eyes
Or it is a feeling which is deathlike

For once
I would like to jump
From this mountain too high
and see if I can survive
and transform into a butterfly!

A reason

I wonder when you say
I am not ready
Is it that you really are not
Or it is just an excuse
To stay away from me
To have me and still keep that distance
To not get stuck
To keep looking for better
Younger
Beautiful
Things that the world has to offer
But I myself know,
It's not a bad trade
Even for me
A reason for happiness
A reason to be feel enthused
A reason to live my life
A reason for my confusions to reduce!

Better off

I wish to be something else
and I turn out to be someone else
I try to pretend to be better
Unknown territories in which my mind delves

I want to be somebody
and work hard to be it
When my mind doesn't support it
When it's someone else who takes the credit

I wonder at things that happen around me
and wonder at their reality
and then the reality of my own self
and of my heart's fragility

Then I dream to be that one
Which I don't know if I am capable of
or if I deserve to have it
Then, I decide in my current situation I am better off!

True!

The way you play those instruments

Like every time you touch the strings of sitar

You touch the strings of my heart

Like everytime you sing those words

You speak the language of my heart

The way you close your eyes

While you play the music

You feel me in your heart

Feel me in your breath

I know how you feel

With every beat that is played

With every word that is sung

With every note that comes out of it

When the beauty of the world is not enough

Is not sufficient

And all the problems of the world

Do not make sense to me

I find the beauty in you

and my happiness

is you.. so true so true..

What if I tell you

What if I tell you
It all is a lie
What if I tell you
I was just feeling high

What if I tell you
My world hasn't changed
What if I tell you
It doesn't matter if we're estranged

What if I tell you
I am just a dream
What if I tell you
I'm not what I seem

What if I tell you
I'm not reality
What if I tell you
I enjoy such cruelty

What if I tell you
You'd never know me
What if I tell you
It's not me whom you hear and see

Somebody

I once was a man
Full of possibilities
I once was a man
With hidden capacities

I was part of the world
I could change for better
I wanted to be something for real
Not just a trend setter

But you pushed me to my limits
To the ways you thought are better
To the paths you thought reached to your favourite destinations
I worked and worked hard
To fulfill your expectations still not falling apart
Now I know I can't be what you need
Not because I'm not capable
But because life isn't a game of speed
And I know I could be anybody
If you had not pushed me to be your somebody!

Vain

There has been time
I learnt to live alone
To be happy with myself
Be in my own comfort zone

But you came and changed my world
I saw your beauty and fell in love
Like the space increased inside my heart
And put you there in the space enclosed

Now the nights are lonely
And I know how it is to be alone again
Like everything I did, everything I was
Has been done in vain..