Red

The pain in my heart
Doesn't know its limits
It expands and takes the whole area
As if it was made for it to live

The burns that it has seen
That no one else can imagine
It does not know where will it end
Or what was its origin

The words that were left unsaid
That pinch like an arrows bed
Its time that you're dead
Till then your heart just bleeds red

The room

The room was bright
With the sunlight
It had so many windows
That it felt like sleeping
In the open
There was air
And mosquitoes
And no one would dare
To ask her woes
She waited
Holding to the edge of the bed
This will change to better
It's only what she said

Order

He said hold on to me
Don't let me go
You know what they'll do to me
From head to toe

He sat there in his chair
And sweat moved on his cheek
Even the thought of it
Would make him weak

He was tied and burned at places
There was still life in his body in traces
He couldn't know what part of him was dying
Wet on his face, he didn't know of he was crying

He was sent home for reason unknown to him
The light was too bright outside he's used to dim
He was asked to drink and eat from his daughter
He didn't know what to say
He's now used to obey every order!

Pain

The suffering
The pain
As if that's not enough
As if we're already not too miserable
Miserable of knowing each other's misery
Miserable not to act upon it
The endless pain
The sleepless nights
I lament
I cry
I travel but the pain remains
The words that I no longer find sufficient
To express myself
The endless search in the dictionary
To find a word
Which means what I feel
But it ends up same every time
Those four words
That same feeling

Comes Back Around

I am afraid of going back to where I was

It was not just the things that I said

and I can ever say

There are things in my sub-conscious

That scare me

That are my monsters

That I cannot let out

That I cannot do anything about

Things that I cant even interpret

Things that I sometimes regret

I want to run away from all that

and I thought I have

But i still hear those sounds

I guess what goes around

Do comes back around

Away from you

If you need some words

If you create your world

I would take it away from you

If you tell me please

If you ask me to cease

I would take it away from you

If you say this is right

If you say you might

I would take it away from you

If you say you’d vow

If you say this ain’t the low

I would take it away from you

Emptyness

The way life laughs at you

By giving and taking away things

That you need

You want

You expect

You hope for

That longing which is your life

Your reason for living

Is shattered

In just one stone thrown at you

From the distance that you can’t imagine

And you keep looking in the dark

Groping for something to hold on to

But there is nothing

Nothing but emptiness

Dream

Sometimes I don't understand the words
Sometimes I don't understand the meanings
Sometimes I want to live like a slave
Sometimes I feel I'm one of the kings

Sometimes words fail me
Sometimes dictionary has nothing to express myself
Sometimes I like to carry the burden on my shoulder
Sometimes I do need help

Sometimes I don't understand what is happening
Sometimes I think it's not what it seems
Sometimes I feel the script is written somewhere else
Sometimes I think all this world is a dream

Soul

On this very day
In this moment
I know you're there
I can smell the scent

When the life begun
And words were spoken
When the pieces were fixed together
Of the things that were broken

When the time stopped
And the memories were made
And of all the pains that were there
Together the price was paid

When the night was longest
And pain evaporated
And from the certain memories
A soul was created

Read

I couldn't have thought it
The way you did
Should I say your visualisation is ugly
or that it's too vivid
It takes me to places
I never wanted to go
So, I prefer not to see
Not to go there
Just with my book, READ